Stepping up...
"We live in a puddle of shit".
I heard that sentence in a movie once... I can't remember the name... it was quoted by this young chief who was working in a hotel and where there were these murders taking place ... I think it was a horror movie... I can't recall... ; )
But THAT sentence....
; ) if you think about it... what is top soil ? but the dead being recycled for new food...
However there is a thing called Love... and I heard this quote in a movie I watched recently too...
LOVE is the Greatest gift on earth.
Assuming that you are hunting... for true love... did you know that there is a better thing then finding your love...
That it's meditating IN YOUR HEART... the divine form of God...
Just seeing this idol in your heart... that's all - and there is an immense ozz of fountains of bliss...
assuming that love is an emotion in the brain... (and it is)
we are just recycling what our mind has accumulated through past experiences and comparing and mixing with what we want and ultimately LOOKING for something better...
However... I have learnt that when things get out of hand... when we have no control over the stuff that happens... that's when we truly go in and look for peace and we can really TAP into a more ummm purer form of love... the love from God ?
For you ran out of this and that is why you search for it in the first place... (true saints give Don't give up on love; they just go to the source...; ) instead of showering in the recycled form of it - worldly pleasures)
Do you know what I think... ?
I think that the sexiest men or women found love because they had "charged" them selves with Gods love in the past or in this life... that they can spend that (discharge it) on someone else with similar frequencies in this life...
Talk about a weird way of looking at love... but to me... it makes sense... the only thing is that...
GOD is true and undeniable form of love... I felt His bliss as I was meditating on the Idol... I could fade away in this bliss and never come back... that's how peaceful; blissful it feels like.... Every-time I meditate...
Infact... I'm boldly announcing that all that we see good around us... all the music and all the sights... are just manifestations of HIS love SPILT over like milk on the floor; like love on a canvas that we say space and that WE as a collective... created the TIME God; to experience these bliss spills... via the 5 senses
The only problem is that; it's recycled.... The bliss of this world... and indeed there are infinite number of worlds out there... but all just spills of His bliss...
No mater how beautiful; (sight) no mater how musical; (sound) no mater how pungent; (smell) no matter how sweet; (taste) no matter how soft; (touch)
All this world is just a ‘spill' of His bliss... and indeed; self realized people come on this earth to spill some more... that is why people like saints; they are sexy... ; ) sexy in not the appearance or the totality of the sensual persona at all... no... but sexy in that they are ‘spillers' of God's love on this planet....
I myself had the privilege to love many... (well maybe a crush... come on Janak... you and Cindy Crawford ! or you and Celine Dion, that's absoured ; ) but there is this last love of mine that gets my attention; so much so; that I even forget to meditate on God... and become the DOER of things... I stop tapping in His immense bliss and just recycle what I have accumulated... and at times... it runs out... and I get worried; jealous, angry, sad, all the emotions that are the very thing that I try to be above... they all come back... and it's tormenting...
I mean I know that God is a better Worker then me... how comes I don't just leave it all to Him... well I guess that I lack That special CLICK with God... and to be a Hindu... I'm sorta ashamed... coz things like a life partner are decided in the heavens for us... and they stay with us for 7 generations... (the marriage ceremony involves going around a holy fire; seven times)
THIS IS IMPORTANT:
I used to relay on my senses to pick up the girl that I wanted...
I failed...
I used to relay on my judgments on past experiences and future plans to get the girl I want...
I failed...
I recently relayed on stars and signs from GOD... that ‘it was meant to be' or something like that...
I am currently still in that stage...where it could go either way...
But for the sake of working it out with her... I want to be totally submissive to God... just like the Romans 11.36 say....
"For of Him, and through Him, and BY HIM, are all things. To Him be the glory forever"!
Man I love Joyce Mayers
I want to go the extra mile and completely leave it to God... coz when I use my charm; my plans; my WAY it nearly always backfires.... With terrorists getting in the way; or the nagging echo of cultural stigma gets in the way... or the ...you know what I mean.... !!!
What can I say.... I never used to leave the side of God until now (coz I found something worth my effort) and so... I don't have a big battery. (to do it on my own)
And I urge you to do the same....
Just have a goal in life... and let God make you the path to it's destination...
For the very fact that you become the doer means that you have to take care of soooo many little details ... (imagine if you were a body... and you were to take care of your pulse - increase it when ; ) and decrease it when sleeping, or take care of the hair growth... imagine that you forgot to turn off the nose hair cells ;-O or.... imagine if you had to tune the right muscles to get up, sit or walk... all this happens coz of a higher order... the brain
So catch the head; "God Head" and everything will be fine / will fall into place; and if you want to do it YOUR way... then remember... you are recycling again... and trust me... recycled bliss / love always looses its zest and punch.
Just be with God...
Just be with God...
And always be ... always! Be monogamous in a relationship
Even God likes servants that are dedicated to Him...
This blog is dedicated to a woman that showed me that there are true things then God... and that love is one of them. For the whole basis of God can be acquired simply by even hate... (if you hate something like God... enough to remember it constantly... you will go to Heaven ; ) but love is a very near and dear tool to God... and I thank you Stephanie for showing me what and how it feels like to be loved and to give love and to be loved .... (Energizer... the battery goes on and on and on...; )
I hope to see you soon... in the mean time... "I'm leaching on to you; oh my God."
And i'm done talking... coz it's a form of recycling... might as well just shut up and meditate, and talk in blessings... to you...
I love you.

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